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I just woke up from a dream where I as pregnant. Really. In most dreams you know it's fake so you can automatically wake up, but this one was just waaaay too surreal.

I literally woke up pounding my stomach to see if I had any baby bump, augh it was horrible.

The worse thing was, both Lily (Melissa's dog) and I were pregnant at the exact same time. I never want to know that my baby buddy is my sister's weird little ferret dog.


The father was some Jamaican guy. I didn't even know him.

I can't eat cheeto puffs before bed. Nooo, thank you.

Katie

Current Mood: nervous shook up

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HAhahaahaahhahahahhhahahaahahahaahaha.


Goddamn I'm tired.
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Happy Valentine's Day!


Whether you like it or not.

Current Mood: peaceful peaceful

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My stomach hurts.



Ugh...
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I know I've only been posting pictures/videos lately, but I can't seem to find time to do anything else. Besides, a couple include the progress of my room (as if everyone in the world hasn't seen them already).


Molly Squish:




Oh art class is always fun.



This is only a fragmant of what I usually draw daily in my US History notebook. And no, I can't draw horses.


I like it when the red water comes out...Collapse )
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(Yes, I'm aware this post is public.)

Dear Everyone,

I have a challenge that you all must try to complete on your own.

PLEASE TRY AND FEEL HAPPY BY THE TIME I GET BACK. PLEASE. WITH SUGAR ON TOP.

I don't know what's happened, but come on! Where are all my happy people who laugh at extremely random or unnecessarily dirty jokes? Now all I see are morbid faces and people wanting to die. You don't want to die! That's just stupid if you do. :\ Just think of all the neat-o stuff you'd miss if you were 6 feet under. World War III, a NEW presidential election, M.A.S.H. 2, the death of a pet hamster, anything! Plus I would hold it against you completely if you killed yourself and I wasn't there to at least give moral support as a last resort.

1. YES, THERE IS SUCH A THING CALLED LOVE. (JUST BECAUSE IT DIDN'T WORK OUT THE FIRST TIME, IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU GIVE UP ALL HOPE AND THINK THAT LOVE DOES NOT EXIST. WE'RE YOUNG, WE HAVE MANY MORE YEARS LEFT TO FIND THE RIGHT PERSON FOR EACH OF US.)
2. YES, THERE IS ANOTHER WAY OUT THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE CUTTING OR SUICIDE.
3. YES, IT IS NORMAL TO FEEL THAT WAY, BUT IT BECOMES A HASSLE WHEN YOU DWELL ON IT FOREVER.
4. YES, YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU. This has to be one of the most RIDICULOUS phrases any human being could ever speak, "No one loves me or cares about me." YES THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU WHEN SOME BOY OR GIRL YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON DOESN'T. Even a pet will let you talk to them (for hours and hours...and possibly many more hours) or hold them when you need something.

WHEN YOU'RE DOWN THE ONLY WAY TO GO IS UP (excluding all other directions such as west, east, southeast, northeast, southwest, and northwest).

Now get your heads out of your dark and sad spots and give me a forced smile even if right now you are thinking of killing me. :D I love you all and I cannot stand to see anybody so upset as people have been lately (it's not just my friends, everybody!).

Much, MUCH love (and see you when I get back),

Katie

Current Mood: sympathetic sympathetic
Current Music: None

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Tomorrow morning at 7 AM I am officially leaving for Tennesse until Tuesday. Even when I get back I probably won't be on much because the following day I am going to the American Idol concert.

So I guess this is my goodbye.

Bye for now!! ((waves))

~Katie

Current Mood: jubilant jubilant

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Last night was hell, pure and simple. I was hacking and coughing all night. Since I was coughing so much, whenever I laid down I could barely breathe. It was one of those scary moments when you're so depressed and sleep deprived that you're sure you're going to die. I just kept thinking, "Oh my God, this is ridiculous. I haven't had asthma since I was 2 and now when I finally fall asleep I may stop breathing entirely. And no one would know until it's too late." The weird thing is, I kept dreaming about making...boxes. Yes, boxes.

Okay so I went to the doctors today (in pj pants no less) and it turns out that I have a temperature and since my wheezing was making it difficult for me to do anything, I may need to buy an inhaler and use that for 1-2 weeks. Or we have my brother's breathing machine (which I can't think of it's name right now) and we may just buy medicine for that and I'll use it instead.

I have to read To Kill A Mockingbird by tomorrow and I am on page...8. TONIGHT'S GOING TO BE A FUN NIGHT.

~Kateh

Current Mood: sick sick
Current Music: "Diva's Lament"~Spamalot

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